Epictetus · The Handbook
Chapter 49
When someone puts on airs because he can understand and interpret the books of Chrysippus, say to yourself: “If Chrysippus had not written obscurely, this man would have nothing to put on airs about.” As for me – what do I want? To understand nature and to follow her. So I ask who interprets her; and hearing that Chrysippus does, I go to him. But I do not understand his writings; so I look for someone to interpret them. Up to this point there is nothing to be proud of. And when I find the interpreter, what remains is to put the teachings to use – that alone is the thing to be proud of. But if I stand in awe of the interpreting itself, what have I ended up as but a grammarian instead of a philosopher – except that I am interpreting Chrysippus instead of Homer? So when someone says to me, “Read me some Chrysippus,” I blush instead, whenever I cannot show actions that match and harmonize with the words.
ὅταν τις ἐπὶ τῷ νοεῖν καὶ ἐξηγεῖσθαι δύνασθαι τὰ Χρυσίππου βιβλία σεμνύνηται, λέγε αὐτὸς πρὸς ἑαυτὸν ὅτι «εἰ μὴ Χρύσιππος ἀσαφῶς ἐγεγράφει, οὐδὲν ἂν εἶχεν οὗτος, ἐφ’ ᾧ ἐσεμνύνετο.» ἐγὼ δὲ τί βούλομαι; καταμαθεῖν τὴν φύσιν καὶ ταύτῃ ἕπεσθαι. ζητῶ οὖν, τίς ἐστιν ὁ ἐξηγούμενος· καὶ ἀκούσας, ὅτι Χρύσιππος, ἔρχομαι πρὸς αὐτόν. ἀλλ’ οὐ νοῶ τὰ γεγραμμένα· ζητῶ οὖν τὸν ἐξηγούμενον. καὶ μέχρι τούτων οὔπω σεμνὸν οὐδέν. ὅταν δὲ εὕρω τὸν ἐξηγούμενον, ἀπολείπεται χρῆσθαι τοῖς παρηγγελμένοις· τοῦτο αὐτὸ μόνον σεμνόν ἐστιν. ἂν δὲ αὐτὸ τοῦτο τὸ ἐξηγεῖσθαι θαυμάσω, τί ἄλλο ἢ γραμματικὸς ἀπετελέσθην ἀντὶ φιλοσόφου; πλήν γε δὴ ὅτι ἀντὶ Ὁμήρου Χρύσιππον ἐξηγούμενος. μᾶλλον οὖν, ὅταν τις εἴπῃ μοι «ἐπανάγνωθί μοι Χρύσιππον,» ἐρυθριῶ, ὅταν μὴ δύνωμαι ὅμοια τὰ ἔργα καὶ σύμφωνα ἐπιδεικνύειν τοῖς λόγοις.